This chikidee is one of m best friends. She's a wonderful artist, but even more than that, she's a wonderful person. She was among the first friends i made when i joined dA a good 4 years ago, and the only one who's stuck with me through those tender "experimental" years. From first loves to sexual orientation, we've had alot of... interesting... situations, discussions and heartaches. I'll be the first to admit I am not an easy person to deal with sometimes, and she's the only person who's seen me at my very, very, very rock bottom worst. But she's also seen me at my best. When things actually go me way, she's among the first ti find out about it. We're glued at the hip, even if we live a continent apart.
Honestly I don't know what i'm typing. Just a tell-all of how our friendship looks from my end. See, I'm a person who hates conflict, and when i come into it with someone it's hard for me to get over... but hell, I've fought with this girl alot. More than any of my friends really. And... well look at us now. We're hanging in there, grudge-less and pretty much chill.
We've drawn together, been happy together, argued together, cried together, n00b'd together... yeah we've done it all, good and bad, the glory and the pain. And even when there seems to be more pain than glory, guess what? We're still in this together, and I wouldn't change THAT for the world.
Niki, you're the only person who made me take a good long look at who I was trying to become, and even though I can't remember getting so angry with you for making me face myself from someone else's perspective, I can't thank you enough now. I truely believe that you've changed my life, and I hope that I get the chance to repay you. I have alot of reltionships that I avoid any negative aspect of because I'm afraid of loosing them. Especially the ones closer to home. Heck, I'm even this way with GOD sometimes. With you it was unavoidable and we actually survived. I look at that sentence for a while, and while this may be getting pretty boring/cheesey for the uninclined, that fact amazes me.
My point here, is that there's one thing to have a friend. There's a whole 'nother to have one that you can be your real self with and, even if we might not like every aspect of said "real self", we're not about to become any less SISTERS than we are today. I love you deary, and don't you DARE ever, ever, EVER forget that, ever.
I will hug you someday. You can bet your tail on that sweetheart.
I wish I knew how you -or anyone for that matter- are able to draw with muro. I simply can't stand it.
I have no idea how to comment to what you said. It's so full of....happiness for me...I almost cried when I read it earlier. I love you Sel. I wish I could type more out but I can't think of what to say.
That last sentence. It WILL happen. We WILL hug for realz one day. And it will be the best freaking hug EVER.
I really just sribble in it, although if Cassie's slow or the connection is, then everything jerks like shieet around the screen and i can't get anything done.
By the time i was almost finished typing, trust me the keyboard was getting pretty blurry. or were my glasses fogging? and how did the rain come though my closed window to land on my computer? the world may never know. but seriously, i don't think there's anything that needs to be said at this point other than...
The world will stop turning as everyone at the same time thinks for reasons unknown to them "... an epic hug has happened today."
I have no idea how to comment to what you said. It's so full of....happiness for me...I almost cried when I read it earlier. I love you Sel.
That last sentence. It WILL happen. We WILL hug for realz one day. And it will be the best freaking hug EVER.
By the time i was almost finished typing, trust me the keyboard was getting pretty blurry. or were my glasses fogging? and how did the rain come though my closed window to land on my computer?
The world will stop turning as everyone at the same time thinks for reasons unknown to them "... an epic hug has happened today."